urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz si[m]plicity. si[m]plicity. 2005-06-02T16:38:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:135890 2005-06-02T16:38:46Z 2005-06-02T16:38:46Z Since Zhang Shu Han complains that she don't see my blog around animore, i shall post the address here so that she has no excuse of not knowing it!<br /><br />btw, i don't update here anymore, <br />my blog is currently at<br /><br />twelve86.blogdrive.com<br />:)<br /><br />uhmm... im thinkin of changing my layout, but i lost touch with html so PLEASE do try to bear with my 5566 pics. :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:134855 2003-09-14T10:56:25Z 2003-09-14T10:56:25Z wont be updating animore. uhmms.. maybe not till i want to. after all opening up isnt such a good thing.. decided to close my doors. sorry peeps. take care. <br /><br />good luck for all ya exams. ciaos urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:134580 2003-08-21T13:54:22Z 2003-08-21T13:54:22Z silent back here again. Yups, feel more safe in here though. Sigh.. So many things that's happening at this point of time.. I donno what to say, who to judge and what to do. Yes, i'm still standing firm on the ground abt this whole matter. Yes, i'm angry.. but i can't be angry just cos pple put themselves first? Cos eventually they chose to. I donno what the heck is happening anymore. Or rather, i don't want to bother anymore. I've made my stand and tried my best to knock some sense into them, but if they refuse to budge, if they think that self interest is more impt, theres nth more i can say. or rather, i've tried. Human are born this way, i can't change the fact of this, there's also times when im selfish.. so who am i to judge abt whole this? <br /><br />Mind and brain was in a mess, thought once i scrap thru this pw draft thing im done. Im wrong, the biggest hinder isnt the project, but whatever that it is happenening is disturbing me. cldnt even train properly today.. performed like ultra lousy. Felt so lousy. Felt even worst after showing someone attitude when i noe i shldnt have... <br /><br />i cant imagine tmr.. and the worst period have to be the last period of the day. All i can say is, i'm proud to go stand out there and tell everyone im from st nicks. At least all the st nicks peeps in my class,are those who cld see the bigger picture, and thats wad im glad abt.. its really true, don't forget ur roots..<br /><br />bahs.. im tired... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:134335 2003-08-01T16:21:44Z 2003-08-01T16:21:44Z Ai Qing Xuan Ya - Jay Poo. Blog ate up my super long entry. Can't rem whatever i've typed though. Too many stuff happened today. Mental torturing. Sigh. <br /><br />Few points to ponder.<br /><br />Dreams Vs Reality.<br />Which will you pursue? <br />He chose, what he believe, and he's going for it.<br /><br />You shi hou, ren zhen de bu neng tai jian chi. Ni ku, shi yin wei ni tai jia chi yu xin zhong li xiang de hua mian, bu shi mah?<br /><br />They are right. You lose ur ignorance as you grow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:134110 2003-07-31T16:13:30Z 2003-07-31T16:13:30Z ai qing xuan ya - jay why am i still acting strong at this point of time?<br />everything is reminding me too much of everyone. <br />:( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:129455 2003-05-25T15:00:33Z 2003-05-25T15:00:33Z alrites. off to <i>bed</i>.<br />hope i have a nice night tonight? <br />though i doubt so.<br />nites world. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:125685 2003-04-20T09:24:01Z 2003-04-20T09:24:01Z evansence - bring me to life. <center><font color="darkgray"><br />wake me up.<br />wake me up inside.<br />i cant wake up.<br />wake me up inside.<br />save me.<br />call my name and <br />save me from the dark. <br />wake me up.<br />bid my blood to run. <br />i cant wake up.<br />before i come undone.<br />save me.<br />save me from the nothing i've become.</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:125371 2003-04-20T08:57:27Z 2003-04-20T08:57:27Z i freakin feel that im goin to explode any moment. :\ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:124780 2003-04-05T06:50:48Z 2003-04-05T16:56:19Z <b><font size="4"><a href="http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=030405013052-MeiYan~p27s~p20Quiz~p20aka~p20MY~p20Quiz~p21~p20~p3Ap">Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!</a></font></b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:124384 2003-02-19T14:44:46Z 2003-02-19T14:44:46Z yesyes, stupid blogger is down when i wanna blog... poo.. am just too lazy to go into lj's account so shall just blog here first. anyhow, decide to try to let whatever i have read digest in my brain before i cont with more econs concept? theres no way i can finish them by like 11? poo... anyways.. today's really tiring?somehow? was slpin while eating my breakfast.. uhh-huh.. lucky i wasnt late for the bus.. -phew- had maths lectur... and yes its forever that same girl makin so much noise.. she's really noisy maybe i shall just tell <i>heyhey</i> to shut her up! anyways..the lecture was really boring.. think i slpt for like one minute? but woke up since i was sitting in a rather obvious position?? had break and that reminds me of something that puzzles me! <i>does sotong have a face??</i> boon kian mentioned something so i just asked that question and everyone started laughin.. what's so funny and yes they did not answer my question? so does a sotong have face?? anyways, had GP.. gosh.. so embarrasing.. mrs tan is so 'gamey'.. she's forever playing game?? yupps.. so we had win, lose or draw? and charlene was so super corny.. and yes.. some how i fell.. aghh.. is too embarrasing to be ever mentioned! :( went to LT2, supposedly to watch a tape but waited for half an hour and since there was serious technical fault, back to class we go.. lucky mans.. apparently they were busy laughing at how i fell and reasons why i fell! poo! so had CT and yes, played game again.. and all the crap.. haha and some really <i>smart</i> person came <i>budging</i> into our class! hahas... was really amused mans! and i just remember, gonna be access for chem prac next week like uhh ohh.. -shakes head- hais.. so aniwaes.. went for lunch and guoliang was really irritating us with his laughter and apparently, from charlene, we did find out that vs guys are weird.. ohh! i saw jan! think she came for debate! that woman was like shoutin for me from the taxi? :) so yea.. got home like 3? was readin mag and watchin wan quan yu le.. and yes! sulaiman got me a gi! haha.. at least i got a gi, dont really care if its stained or wad.. but think he feel really bad?? cant wait for tmr to be over actually.. ohh yea.. me and my freakin attitude.. poo i still cant stand myself! -sighs- and yea.. haiyar dont know lahs.. shall get back to work... i dont wanna fail my test! :(<br /><br /><br />yes that was like wad i wrote an hour ago? cant be bothered to try to get into that stupid blogger.. guess i just made my mood worse or smth? sighs.. its all about confidence and faith? poo what am i talking about?? :\ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:124056 2003-01-29T14:50:16Z 2003-01-29T14:50:16Z <center><font color="lightgrey"><br />I'm Standing on a bridge <br />I'm waitin in the dark <br />I thought that you'd be here by now <br />There's nothing but the rain <br />No footsteps on the ground <br />I'm listening but there's no sound <br /><br />Isn't anyone tryin to find me? <br />Won't someone please take me home <br />It's a damn cold night <br />Trying to figure out this life <br />Wont you take me by the hand <br />take me somewhere new <br />I don't know who you are <br />but I'm, I'm with you <br /><br />I'm looking for a place <br />searching for a face <br />is there anybody here i know <br />cause nothings going right <br />and everythings a mess <br />and no one likes to be alone <br /><br />Isn't anyone tryin to find me? <br />Won't someone please take me home <br />It's a damn cold night <br /><br />Trying to figure out this life <br />Wont you take me by the hand <br />take me somewhere new <br />I don't know who you are <br />but I'm, I'm with you <br /><br />oh why is everything so confusing <br />maybe I'm just out of my mind <br />yea yea yea <br /><br />It's a damn cold night <br />Trying to figure out this life <br />Wont you take me by the hand <br />take me somewhere new <br />I don't know who you are <br />but I'm, I'm with you <br /><br />Take me by the hand <br />take me somewhere new <br />I don't know who you are <br />but I'm, I'm with you<br />I'm with you<br /><br />Take me by the hand <br />take me somewhere new <br />I don't know who you are <br />but I'm, I'm with you<br />I'm with you<br />I'm with you...<br /></font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:123822 2003-01-29T14:42:28Z 2003-01-29T14:42:28Z hahas, this's nanyang's mass dance song! <br /><br /><center><font color="pink">Na na na na na na,<br />na na na na na na<br />Here we go again with the beats<br />We got your heads bumpin now your jumpin from your seats,<br />if this is what you wantin over there,<br />throw your hands up in the air<br />because you know we bring the sound so you neat<br />now everybodys movin'<br />everybodys groovin'<br />gettin down with five when we come your way,<br />move it to the left and now you shake it to the right,<br />because you know we gotta keep this party pumpin thru the night<br />yeah check me out now,<br />Bridge:<br />Ah yo,<br />7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1,<br />im on the microphone gotcha hot like the sun<br />so im 1, 2, 3, now im waitin on the 4<br />get down the one and turn it up a little more<br />Hook:<br />If you got the feelin<br />jump up to the cealin<br />ill be gettin down tonight</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:123571 2003-01-29T14:39:18Z 2003-01-29T14:39:18Z <center><font color="lightgrey"><br />Saying I love you<br />Is not the words I want to hear from you<br />It's not that I want you<br />Not to say, but if you only knew<br />How easy it would be to show me how you feel<br />More than words is all you have to do to make it real <br />Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me<br />Cos I'd already know<br /><br />What would you do if my heart was torn in two<br />More than words to show you feel<br />That your love for me is real<br />What would you say if I took those words away<br />Then you couldn't make things new<br />Just by saying I love you<br /><br />More than words<br /><br />Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand<br />All you have to do is close your eyes<br />And just reach out your hands and touch me<br />Hold me close don't ever let me go<br />More than words is all I ever needed you to show<br />Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me<br />Cos I'd already know<br /><br />What would you do if my heart was torn in two<br />More than words to show you feel<br />That your love for me is real<br />What would you say if I took those words away<br />Then you couldn't make things new<br />Just by saying I love you<br /><br />More than words</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:122249 2002-11-11T11:31:11Z 2002-11-11T11:31:11Z <center><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/spunklogic/quizzes/-~Which%20SUNSET%20are%20you%3F%20(v.2)~-/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033801194_drama.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br> <font size="-1">-~Which SUNSET are you? (v.2)~-</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:119782 2002-10-30T14:41:47Z 2002-10-30T14:41:47Z <center><font color="darkgray" size="2"><br />那一年默默无言 只能选择离开<br />无邪的笑容已经 不再精彩<br />你害怕结局所以 拼命伤害<br />说是我挡住你的 美好未来<br /><br />你坚决 不希望我等待<br />我便默默的让你走开<br />如今你 受了伤回来<br />叫我如何接受这安排<br /><br />我难过的是 放弃你 放弃爱 <br />放弃的梦被打碎 忍住悲衮<br />我以为 是成全<br />你却说你更不愉快<br /><br />我难过的是 忘了你 忘了爱<br />尽全力忘记我们 真心相爱<br />也忘了告诉你 失去的不能重来</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:119463 2002-10-30T14:39:34Z 2002-10-30T14:39:34Z <center><font size="2" color="darkgray"><br />曾记得我的错或对 爱无是非<br />放下了我的自尊后 努力的退<br />是我的表情太坚决 有点作对<br />在最后仍有想法 自由的飞<br /><br />爱无对错 我只想要追随<br />你的角落<br />别再疑惑 只要爱的对 <br />永远不枯萎<br />无所谓的是非 <br />放开双手 任由你想象<br />到嘴边的余味 <br />任由感觉 <br />盲目的到处去冒</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:116422 2002-10-25T06:34:16Z 2002-10-25T06:34:16Z f4 * ask for more <font size="2" color="black"><br />勇敢追 这是最好的机会<br />感觉像 灌一口 冒着泡的快乐<br />向前飞 无法复制的体会 <br />唯有你解我渴 在梦想里 再探索</font><br /><br />you know what's that? -points up to the lyrics- its the new pepsi song by f4. ask for more. :P wonder why i had to do a special intro on it? but just find it real amusing, and you guys should really check out the mtv, jerry yan is really the lead for always. hiaks.<br /><br />im bored. :P urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:110607 2002-10-19T16:27:57Z 2002-10-19T16:27:57Z <center><span style="width: 90; height: 20; font-size: 11px; font-family: century gothic; color= deeppink; filter: blur(strength=12)">fallen; angel&lt;/font&gt;</span></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:109543 2002-10-19T10:40:25Z 2002-10-19T10:40:25Z <center><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/wintermoon/quizzes/How%20Emotional%20Are%20You%3F/"><img src="http://quizilla.com/user_images/1032401000_CDocumentsandSettingsOwnerMyDocuments4journalquiz12.gif" border="0" alt=""><br> <font size="-1">How Emotional Are You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"> <img src="http://www.the-stargazer.com/images/rwom.jpg"><br><br /><a href="http://www.the-stargazer.com/fashion.html" target="_new"><font face="Verdana" size="1">What <br />kind of clothes should I be wearing?</font></a><font face="Verdana" size="1"> by <a href="http://www.the-stargazer.com" target="_blank">Evelyn</a></font></div><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/theandrea/quizzes/What%20Sign%20of%20Affection%20Are%20You%3F/"><img alt="cuddle%20and%20a%20kiss" src="http://images.quizilla.com/1034277815_tioncuddle.jpg" border="0"><br> <font size="-1">What Sign of Affection Are You?</font></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/warpedredhead/quizzes/What%20Sort%20of%20Romantic%20Are%20You%3F/"><img src="http://quizilla.com/user_images/1032745795_Crealistic.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br> <font size="-1">What Sort of Romantic Are You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:109193 2002-10-19T09:34:55Z 2002-10-19T09:34:55Z <font size="2"><br />今天我心情有一点怪怪 可是说不出到底为什么 <br />好像有一点悲哀的征兆 可是病因不知道 <br />头上有橘色的加州阳光 我的口袋只有黑色的柳丁 <br />我只有一个蓝色的感觉 不要问我为什么 <br />很想说 但又感觉没有话好说 我只恨我自己 逃不出这监狱 <br />或许我 是个没有出息的小虫 不该一直作梦 你不是个英雄 <br />叶子用坠落证明换季 可我昏昏沉沉没有办法醒 <br />你愿意做个英雄 还是你会要放弃 <br />天是亮的却布满乌云 所有焦距被闪光判了死刑 <br />你想做什么英雄 我看你不过是佣兵 <br />我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭 我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭 <br />今天一起床我就头痛 不管吃了几瓶药都没有用 <br />心情有一点莫名的焦躁 你离我越远越好 <br />外面有橘色的加州阳光 我却躲在自己孤独的黑洞 <br />我只有一个小小的要求 就是请你leave me alone <br />很想说 但又感觉没有话好说 我只恨我自己 逃不出这监狱 <br />或许我 是个没有出息的小虫 不该一直作梦 你不是个英雄 <br />叶子用坠落证明换季 可我昏昏沉沉没有办法醒 <br />你愿意做个英雄 还是你会要放弃 <br />天是亮的却布满乌云 所有焦距被闪光判了死刑 <br />你想做什么英雄 我看你不过是佣兵 <br />我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭 我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭 <br />今天我心情有一点烂烂 可是说不出到底为什么 <br />好像有一点悲哀的征兆 可是病因不知道 <br />我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭 我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭<br />我只想哭 只想哭 只想<br /><hr color="lightgrey"><br />终于明白你已变成回忆 没有言语能够说明当别人问起 <br />谱了一段旋律没有句点 也无法再继续 <br />像埋伏在街头的某种气息 无意间经过把往日笑与泪勾起 <br />忽然心痛的无法再压抑 原来从未忘记 Melody <br />脑海中的旋律转个不停 爱过你 有太多话忘了要告诉你 <br />Melody 无数动人音符在我生命 爱过你 失去你我才知道要珍惜 <br />当时无法为你写的那首歌 却是我永远的遗憾 <br />当爱逝去 如果所有的错重来一次 能否改变结局 <br />终于落下休止符的那首歌 我听着每一个音符流过的回忆 <br />为什么在那么多年以后 还不能说再见 Melody <br />脑海中的旋律如此熟悉 爱过你 在我心里只能轻轻叹息 <br />Melody 无数动人音符在我生命 爱过你 失去你我才知道要珍惜 <br />Melody oh Melody 我永远不能忘记 你是多么的美丽 <br />让这音乐一直不停响起 Melody oh Melody 我舍不得去忘记 <br />我们快乐的过去 请别让我从这梦境清醒 Melody <br />脑海中的旋律如此熟悉 爱着你 求你听我唱完这一段旋律 <br />请不要离去 Melody 你是在我脑海不停的旋律 <br />爱过你 我的心里只能无言叹息 Melody 无数动人音符在生命里 <br />爱过你 失去后我才知道要珍惜你<br /><hr color="lightgrey"><br />镜子中 看见一张陌生的脸 那眼神如此黯淡 笑一笑 <br />只牵动苦涩的嘴角 我的寂寞谁知道 像条船在海上飘 <br />北斗星也看不到 谁能够扬起了帆 远远离开这黑潮 <br />Angel Angel 盼望你在我身边 <br />Angel Angel 请你 紧紧抓住我的手 <br />有时候 我想不会有人了解 心里面藏着的痛 <br />我害怕 用真心面对这世界 只好越来越沉默 <br />一个人(一个人) 在人海漂 说话的人找不到 <br />谁给我温柔(拥抱我) 拥抱 当我感觉心快要碎了 <br />Angel Angel 盼望你在我身边 <br />Angel Angel 是否 听见我在呼唤你 能不能 <br />告诉疲惫的我 你永远为我守候 <br />Angel Angel 请你留在我的身边 <br />Angel Angel 请你不要放开我的手<br /></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:108938 2002-10-19T09:12:45Z 2002-10-19T09:12:45Z <font size="2"><br />你将喧闹世界 按下静音<br />选择最激烈的 无声抗议<br />你比谁都清楚 真心离伤心最近<br />感情细腻 竟是命运伏笔<br /><br />* 你潺潺的泪水 汇成威尼斯流域<br />数着你的回忆 竟是繁华和美丽<br />看着你 线条很清晰的手心<br />这一刻我迟了 却懂了 你对爱的坚定<br /><br /># 威尼斯的泪 像琉璃易碎<br />说到感情有人懂得转圜 有人太绝对<br />为你湿的泪 在午夜梦回<br />其实明明了解 就是在当时 解不开死(的)结</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:108164 2002-09-22T13:59:31Z 2002-09-22T13:59:31Z qi cheng! :) <center><font color="deeppink" size="4"><b>freak no.1</b></font></center><br /><br />hahas! so big you sure can see right?? anyway! freak no. one!! tell you what i'm hooked to okays?? <br /><br />x to heart's song<br />x mvp qing ren and i finally found the jap song they kept playing!<br />x ai qing bai pi shu!!! :))<br />x qi cheng<br />x i wanna watch charmed too!!<br />x i wanna watch restless!!<br />still got wad ah.. see prelims not over i like that liaos! hows?? lucky got freak no. one to pei wo!! tsktsk.. okokays! u lend me the tape okays! then i watch dong ji lian ge and see if i get hooked to it a not!! bahs!!! <br /><br /><center><font color="deeppink" size="6">freak no.1 i love u much much! :)</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:107954 2002-09-22T12:46:18Z 2002-09-22T12:46:18Z qi cheng- fan wei qi <center>每一天 都有一些事情将会发生 <br />每段路 都有即将要来的旅程 <br />每颗心 都有值得期待的成分 <br />每个人 都有爱上另一个人的可能 <br />想爱 就不能害怕会有伤痕 <br />没有人完整 却有人能信任<br />才找到永恒 <br />想到达明天 现在就要启程<br />只有你能带我走向未来的旅程 <br />想到达明天 现在就要启程 <br />你能让我看见 黑夜过去 <br />天开始明亮的过程</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:107756 2002-09-21T09:52:18Z 2002-09-21T09:52:18Z changed my lj's color scheme.. into a sudden blue now.. :) yeaps. aniways. to all sec fours: continue to work hard k? its only three more days till our last papers end.. so must gambatte! dont think too much of what has passed okays? just keep on going and we will all reach there! :) love ya all! muacks! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:c0ol_y0wz:107361 2002-09-07T10:33:39Z 2002-09-07T10:33:39Z just wanna leave a note to all sec four out there.. is two more days to prelims.. aint trying to freak u guys out.. although im really scared at the thought of it.. okays. but just wanna wish you guys...<br /><center><font size="10" color="darkorange"><br />good luck!</font></center><br />jia you kays! and rem to drink lots of water.. let's pia together!! love u guys loads! *hugx*